Hello! .... To nobody I guess... Dead-ed blog. Anyway, Ytd was my birthday!!! 19th one! Well... I think it's just another ordinary day for me.

My birthday went well, enjoyed. Class celebrated for me at NYP's koufu! And I was surprised when a birthday cake popped out from no where! Haha! And seriously it was quite Pai sei as classmates sang so loud and everyone looked towards our direction! Omg! Hahahahaha!

So time flew, the day passed and poof I'm 19.

Through out the whole day, I was waiting for your text. Text to wish me happy b'day! But I was sad when the night came and there was still no text from you. I thought you forgot already.... Until 8.57pm I received a text from you wishing me! Hahahahahaha! I was sooooo happy!!! But during/after reading it, I felt this indescribable feeling. Idk why, my eyes started to get heavy and teary... But I kinda smiled at the same time.... I guess are the mixtures of the sad and happy.

The message goes:

Belvin. Happy birthday!  you're 19 now! Enjoy your life while you can! Do what you want and don't bother regretting!  people make mistakes to be stronger and to learn. Happy birthday to you!

The memories just came flooding in....

Oh well... Didn't know it would still affect me.
Miss you...

Night.