I've beem watching the season 90210. It's a great show and I love it very much! Should have watched it earlier as you know... Time constrain and stuff... And while watching, how I wished! I would have a girlfriend like "Sliver". A very hot girl character in the show. And most important, she really loves her boyfriend.

I mean, really really in love! Of course! It's her first love afterall. Just how I'd wished..

Anyway.. I still love you.

But uhm.. I'm kinda shack out this few days... Having insomnia, a really 'big' kind of insomnnia, having this very uneasy feeling going on in my heart..

And my eyes are kinda swollen.. I guess I'm a guy that looks fine and 'man' enough, but inside, soft like a sponge. I mean, I cried a few times during the past 4 days?
While blogging, quarreling with parents and when I'm thinking of my baby... Sigh. I felt that we both.. Really had distanced apart.. But I hope baby, your love would not change and distanced.

11 more days to go.. Wouldn't even know how should I or us reacte when we see each other... Sigh..

And I really love you <3