Hey... It's me.

I had enough already. Really..

I don't know what has gone wrong with baby. Seriously. She had been treating me like.... I don't know what has gone into her. She could say mean stuffs and just hurt me... I love her! I really do.. But why... why has she become like that...?!

You said that it's your life. But baby, you told me that I was part in your life too.. Isn't it baby...? I feel like I'm no longer wanted in your heart...


I am very hurt and sad... Really...

Baby, you know what makes me go on? What keeps me going on in our relationship?
It is because I truely love you! I really do. And when times are bad. You know what keeps me going on? tolerating and perservering and thinking tomorrow would be fine?
It is because I LOVE YOU!! And even if the flaws, attitudes are great, it is still a part of you which I have too love.

And I would never say give up.

But baby.. Do you realise yourself? Us? Me? While you're in china? You remember the letter you gave me before you took the plane and what is written inside?




Letter goes..

My dearest Belvin darling,

HAPPY 10th Anniversary!!

:D teeheeheez! I wanna tell you this before I leave for China! If not I might not have the chance to tell you how?! And you know this is so DAMN CUTE! <3 WO AI NI!
Damn! T.T I am so gonna miss you for this ONE month and ONE week! Just can't wait to see you once again! Just go out and play all rights? Don't miss me too much, as I'll be back very soon! But I'll miss you though..... <3 <3 <3

Baby, we have walked for 10th months now, can't wait to walk down longer with you. Sorry for those unhappiness cause by me for those 10th months. I'll make sure I will be a better girlfriend when I'm back! All rights baby? I really love you! Please know! Really Really LOVE YOU! <3

And once again, HAPPY 10TH Anniversary baby!


BRENDA <3 BELVIN ! With love and many hearts,
BRENDA! <3
XOXO.

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Baby... I really love you..

Don't make my heart ache anymore please... T.T