Hey it's me... In my lonely world. Blogging about my unhappyness, sorrows and misery..

Another 21 more miserable days too pass.. Finally! From my last post, I see somthing moving. 29-21= 8. So... 8 miserable days had past. Seems like it's going fast.. But the time here, ticking with me... Isn't flying... Isn't ticking fast..

I'm on msn with baby now... Webcamming too. But when I see her through ny screen, I feel like crying... I miss you soo much.. Really so much... It has been 3 days since I last webcam with baby. And during these 3 days, it wasn't easy. Everytime I think of how baby treat me the few days before.

Did you even realised what and how you've treated me? Untill now.. This moment.. The replaying pictures of how you've shouted at me and the replies I you replied.. Makes my heart pain. And it is very pain.. I felt that sometimes.. Being a boyfriend isn't easy... And I start to think... Do you love me..? Will someone treat him/her love one in this way? I start to look back also and baby. You weren't this... This.. Girl whom treated me better, like someone whom really love his boyfriend..

It's just that I felt very hurt.. And it was at my weakest point where it is injured... Even when you treating me like this.. Idk why.. I still miss you so much and would still love you like you are my wife.. And my only one..

Hope you could be back soon.. only if the clock ticks faster.. And like how your letter wrote... The contents.. I hope you meant what you wrote.


I love you..

T.T

, Saturday, September 18, 2010 Y


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