How can I start?....

So many things was running through my head when I'm lying on my bed before I would go into my dreamland... But when I felt that there is a need towrite down my thoughts, I on my laptop and my mind was blank. Like I now understand
"Everyday, the few minutes before you fall asleep would be the most busy time of your life."

Something unpleasant again...

You're getting tired of me already right? Don't you..? I don't feel that you love me... I don't feel love from you... I really do feel this way. From what I know today, baby... you love me because for I'm the one whom you knew before. But not now this guy... This Belvin...


I really don't know how to continue anymore, I'm really very confused.... and I hope soon, I'll be typing something happy, something that could make me smile while typing and less tears. Hope tomrrow would be better.

Tell me what makes a man.
Wanna give you all my heart.
Smile when your around.
Cry when we're apart.
If you know what makes a man.
I will love you the way I do.
Girl you gotta let me know... T.T
So I can get over you...


I love you baby <3