Its early in the morning and I'm in NP makan place. I juat sent baby to class, first time in the morning I'm sending her to class though.

Didn't sleep well yesterday, hias... Just so many things in my head now. Kinda confuse also. Idk what particularly am I confused about. But I feel rather down...

The next semester of poly year one is coming up, so many things to do and so difficult. Baby is not gonna have as much time to spend with me anymore... Down..

Sem 2,

Diploma Plus... 3 more hours every week.
French elective... A new module which she just told me today.
and Frisbee cca... Every week monday and wednesday.

hias.. Though I really don't wan her to have so many things, but I can't. I need to support her in her studies. So... hias.

I was bored in makan place so took out my laptop and started to browse through baby's blog. So many memories came back to my mind and I don't feel like reading anymore. I started to realise that nothing last forever, especially at this age. I no longer thinks that or have the thinking that we will go for as long as till our marriage. I doubt it alr... I've not been sleeping well ytd and had been thinking about the same thing over and over and over in my mind. It just keeps repeating.

"How long will we last together?"
"How long will you love me for?"
"When will be the time when I'm no longer the one you have in heart?"


And I start to belive so that one day... you will not love me anymore...


Am I thinking too much? If I was..? Why will I think so much?
I just love you la baby..