Its been a long time since I've blogged...

And I decided to blog today...


I couldn't find someone whom I could turn too, but to write down all my heartfelt words here. Even now when I'm writing.. I couldn't stop tearing...


I dont know how can I continue writing... Because I'm crying so hard now. I really need someone now. To comfort me, to tell me everythings that is gonna be fine, to council me, to lend me a shoulder to cry on and to guide me..

..... T.T


I just need care from you.

I just need that little effort.

I just need you to understand me.

I just want to be your only one.




I just... love you..