Sometimes, telling someone a white lie is better than to deliver a painful truth. And I sometimes would rather listen and accept lies... Idk. Maybe im too naive... Too dumb... Too dunnoe everything... Too....... Idk.

Though its painful to know the truth, but the pain soon will numb... I guess... Looking back at ur blog. Everything seem to be a fairytale between me and you. But I LOVE U BABY! Though im in a fairy tale, I dun wanna be awaken. Maybe I just love you so much, so much, so much till I care about everything and anything. The pass, present, and future. Am I really the one ur looking for? Or are u the one I am looking for? Things are bad... Though I might be okay on the outside. But inside me is pain... Shld I even care? Its not me who is experiencing it, I KNOW, but its me, whom love u. Love u so much, just so much... Even now, typing these my eyes are watery. Why am I full of emotions this few days?... I hope tat nothing will come between us. NOTHING!

You've brought colours to my life and im really glad that u love me so much. But am I willing to put the past aside?... Idk. So many dunnoe right now... And I really dunnoe. I think things will soon heal bit by bit. Let time heals it. And BABY! I LOVE U! Rose will wither... But my love for u will never.

BELVIN LOVES BRENDA! ♥