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, Friday, February 19, 2010 Y Today was awesome and fun! HAHA! Morning woke up early. Met baby on her condo bus then go work together. Went there and sign in and everything. Then waited at the theatre and blah blah blah. Work starts officially! Happy that baby and I can get to work together. During work, of course! Went to tou chi. Heh. Work was slack la. Not feeling tired at all. Slacked at one corner. Haha! Dam funny. Theres this guy, whos working there also, somehow like caught us there. But didn't say much. Luckily it wasn't the manager or wat. HAH!
Then after work went to collect pay at far east. Then go work at Max brenner. So happy and fun again. After work, wanted to go theme park. Some CNY thing, but closed so have to go another day. Then went eat supper before taking cab home. Jason sat at the front seat while we both sat behind. Hah! I put my arms around baby. Idk jason got see anot. But HECK! Who gives a shit abt him. Baby said too! Dont care! Heh. Then go baby's place first then I head home. published @ 1:17 PM , Thursday, February 18, 2010 Y Hias... Woke up. Still bothered... Went prepare and go work. I was waiting and waiting for you to text me. But didn't receive any, ask Darren shld I text baby anot. He said is up to me. I just wanna text you so much, but... Nvm. Texted baby a morning. And reply me with a wrong msg... Didn't bother. And waited for baby's reply... No reply...
After work went to Darren house, he said he cooked. Not really cook la, bake cookies. Baby was there too. I feel tired. So rested on Darren bro's bed for awhile and baby said she was sorry... But I felt, idk. Like, its over. Dun wanna think abt it anymore. So sent baby to work and went home... published @ 8:17 PM , Wednesday, February 17, 2010 Y Today went work, then after go soccer at dolphin. Had fun and also had fun with baby. But I suddenly felt dam terrible... Idk why. And on my way back, I feel even more terrible. Actually wanted to walk home alone, wanted to be alone. But baby and Darren also want to walk. Walk to Prime there to have dinner. So walked together...
Maybe this would tell how I feel. I've typed it into my phone while on the way home. While walking... 'I feel tat this 2 days. Not really this 2 days la, but its the accumulation. Baby has been treating me badly. Not really badly also la. But I feel hurt sometimes. Idk why. I feel tat shes taking advantage... Sometimes dun care abt my feelings... Am i being girly? Too sensitive? Its like im her, when shes with terrence. Maybe im just to dumb, love her till like tat... Maybe she goes through more. But I awful... Hias... Dun she wanna cherish me? She love me... But treating me like some toy... Idk... She told me must treat her like xiao mei mei, must zhao gu her, I noe calvin treat you like one before. But im not calvin... Im too sensitive... I guess...' My heart is pain, idk how to describe, its tired... Just so tired... Used com after dinner, wanted to blog after my dinner. Just couldn't find the mood. Darren text me and I replied in watever mood I was in. Baby called me, I didn't want to talk, hung up soon after. I text baby abt my feelings... and said I will go to slp. Dun bother calling me. When im on the bed, couldn't even keep my eyes shut, even though im dead tired. Texted Darren and he asked me whether I would like to go down Prime and talk. I felt like drinking so went down. I was feeling so down and tired. Bought some drink with 5% alcohol only. Then went to find a place to chill. Baby pop out suddenly, stuff a piece of tissue paper with inks on it, into my hands and left. I really dun wanna see her at tat time so left to chill. Talked to Darren... Talk and talk and I teared. Just feel like crying. Idk why... Im so tired inside... Dun wanna say anymore... Tired... Just tired... published @ 7:51 PM , Wednesday, February 10, 2010 Y Morning woke up, as usual, prepare and heaad work. Only with alittle bit of special today. Baby and Darren will be coming today! :)
Baby said she was craving for creamy pasta, so she will come today, to Swensens with darren :) I was expecting them, but didn't really go look out. Cause dam busy... 1for1... Work and work and work. Till I heard my moms name! Turn! Darren! He this neh neh! Wan start! Haha! Then after work, wanted to join them at the table. But big boss here! Like the REAL BIG BIG BOSS! Then manager say better not.. Then ya... Went print stuff then join baby and darren. Baby wanted to go Cotton On, so ya... went. Then met Nicolas, he wan pass me money. Yup, then Darren have to go off early, so went to take bus 162. I accompany baby back home, while Darren continue the bus journey home. Slacked and played there! HAHA! So fun la! Having great time there. Then later I told baby I had to leave alr. I need to do something, something which baby shldn't noe then. So sent baby home and I left. Hope 2mr date would workout and be enjoyable :) Loves baby ♥ published @ 10:23 PM , Tuesday, February 9, 2010 Y Fuck man!... Early in the morning, wake up, got fking nagged by mom again. Argh! Irritating... SIAM LA!!! Then went to prepare to go work. Text baby along the way. Told baby abt wat happen in the morning and she knew I was in bad mood so text some msg, to cheer me up. Heh.
The msg was about some monster and monster-ress thing. But I replied baby with meanings in those msgs. Me: Haha! Monster-ress leh. U wan be my monster-ress meh? Baby: Oh? U wan me? O.o? Me: Why wouldn't a monster wants his monster-ress if the monster-ress is willing to accept the monster :D Baby: Oh? See how la. Later we all monster ten go around killing people. Me: So monster-ress is still hesitating... Then went to work, after work go home... Texted baby along the way. Baby said she was suddenly craving for ice cream. And then I was at J8, baby was craving for Cookies and Cream ice cream, so was at J8, Thought of buy ice cream and deliver it to her house! Haha! But nvr la.... Baby said she was out alr... Like why now then I know ur outside? Didn't tell me earlier or something tat ur going out... Idk la. Unhappy... But then everything was fine after baby called and talked. Chat for awhile later at night then went to bed. Loves ♥ published @ 3:56 PM , Sunday, February 7, 2010 Y Went to some Army seminar thing. Officers were trying to convince me to join. Something like sign on. But it was quite interesting. The rewards were super attractive. The army will help to pay poly fees, tuition fees and give monthly allowance of 1+K. Attractive rite?! But didn't sign the application form then. Need sometime to consider first... Is fking Army man. Go work after... Sian at work..
But today can go pick baby from work! YAY! Cause I end work at 10 and baby end work at 11 :) So texted baby. Asked her, if she could like last time, go off early. Went to baby's work place. Stood outside and baby was kinda shock to see me, but also weren't kinda shock to see me. Cause I ask her so many things, maybe too obvious le. HAHA! Saw Issac. Talked to him while waiting for baby. Very approachable guy. Took 162 back, baby came out late, so can't walk her home. Lucky theres Issac to send her home. We're just so happy! :D published @ 8:25 PM , Saturday, February 6, 2010 Y HAHAHAHA!!! This morning woke up, sent a dumb morning msg to baby. Dam funny!
MORNING SEXY!!! HAHAHA! Cause baby ytd was in her bikini! And I woke up and at that moment thought of baby in the bikini. SEXY! So text her tat dumb msg. Baby say I got problem! HAH! Baby and her Hokkien mee craving again. So today decided to bring baby go amk there eat Hokkien mee! But unfortunately... Didn't... Baby had instinct tat it will not open... So head to marina square to have lunch. We're happy then! Very happy! Idk why. But just happy! :D Ate pasta and pizza! Super sinful! But still eat la. I so skinny... Baby also complain I skinny le. Sent baby to work after. Slacked there for awhile, cause manager wasn't in then. I've got work at 7. So went home at 5. I guess. Went home then go work. After work went home. Didn't talk to baby, cause got scold by mommy, everytime talk till late late with baby. LOVE YOU BABY! ♥ published @ 7:59 PM , Friday, February 5, 2010 Y Long time no update! BACK HERE! :)
Woke up! First thing check phone! Nothing... No moe msg. No appeal results. Sudden urge to go swim. Then decided to go baby's house to swim! Baby was craving for hokkien mee, actually wanted to go da pao hokkien mee, from AMK, but baby want to look slim in her bikini. So I didn't buy, head straight for her house! :D Brought cookies and almond tarts for baby! Made this morning with mommy. The cookies can fight with Famous Amos one okay! HAHA! So.. Swam and slacked and the security gaurd was fking irritating! ARGH! Dun wanna say much! Then after go bath and it started to rain... Dam... how am I suppose to go work. Baby has work too, so sent me to work first before she head to work, cause her work starts later. But on the way, baby was wierd, seriously. Dam weird. All of the sudden... Confused and lost... Well, baby need someone by her side. And I wan to be the one. So accompanied baby. Go late for work of course... But baby was fine and left. At least with a smile :) Went work then and after work, wanted to go pick baby up. But can't... Too late le. Baby end work at 12.30am. I'll be home by then... Texted baby, didn't reply, so I spammed called her phone. Thought she would feel the vibration. Call me soon after, tell me she had work extension. Reach home, washed up... Then baby text me, said shes going drink. I was like WTF! With who! What if you drunk how?! I called baby immediately of course la! I told her not to drink. And promised me not to drink... But still, before, she drank to mouth... And soon she reached home. And we talked till late late! Talked till 3.45am I think. Haha! We're happy then :) LOVE YOU BABY! ♥ published @ 3:58 PM , Thursday, February 4, 2010 Y I suddenly have this urge to go look for belt today and hopefully can get one. Intially wanted to meet baby on her condo bus and head to J8. But her dad insist on sending her to J8, baby suddenly told me. I was like... Dam. Baby's 'scary daddy!' And she told me when im at the bus stop alr! Shld told me earlier mah! I dress till like some 'Mat'. lol...
Yup... Go see sunglass, baby wanted to get sunglasses. Unfortunately, no offer le. So didn't get... Went to Pennisula, look for belt. Found one nice one. But it was like fking $50! SIAO! So ex, bargain till it was $30, but still ex. Didn't get it. Dam... I was thinking abt the belt for the whole time. Went bugis street, after awhile, head to beach road. On the way there, baby said tat she havent go Somerset 313 and some shopping mall la. Then I told baby tat im going to Somerset 313 later to meet up with primary school frens. Sorry baby. Tat I didn't tell u anything abt I going out later. Im not hiding anything from u baby. Seriously. Nothing! Actually, I was alr thinking. Think tat I'll go meet with them, then leave early to visit u at work. Wanted to give u a surprise, thinking tat u think I go home le, but actually not. Didn't really think so much, not sure also. But baby, sorry! It was unintentional. Sent baby to work, chilled awhile before, then gave baby hug and kiss before she head to work. So.. ya went to meet my primary school frens. SUP! LONG TIME NO SEE! for some. Then went to soul garden, ate for awhile and left early. Reason I left early, is to go visit baby! :) Rush there, cause I dun wan to be home late. So... ya. Reached there, baby was kinda shock to see me. Like say, WHY COME?! I say I wan visit u mah. I think then she didn't really wan to see me. Guess so.. But stayed till 9.45pm then went home... Pei baby home on the phone and went slp after. LOVES BABY!♥ published @ 9:15 PM , Tuesday, February 2, 2010 Y HAH! SUP! :D
I feel tat i've not been blogging for a long time alr! But actually I've just blogged. LOL~ Morning woke up! MORNING BABY! U feeling better girl? Baby was sick, real sick, got flu, cough, blocked nose and wat not. Went to check out the tickets for The Imaginarium Of Doctor Parnassus. Guess what! The trailer seem awesome! BUT! Turns out to be a horrible movie! Dam! I dun understand a single shit! Somemore me am suffering inside the cold cinema, shivering! Argh! Neh neh movie! Head to Yishun, baby brought me to this vegetarian stall to eat ZAI! Going vegetarian for lunch! Hah! Then time to go get my altered jeans! So excited! Looking forward to how sexy I can be! HAHAHA! Kidding. But in fact! I've slimmed down! So I can wear nicew shit! YES! :D But... The jeans the aunt altered, wasn't really wat i looking for... However, it was wearable la. Still looked not bad, maybe I was to slim le! Heh...... JKING LA!:D Nothing to do. Weather was dam hot then! ARGH! Cannot take it! Decided to go baby's house slack, wanted to go into the house, but her daddy was like... DUN ANYHOW BRING GUYS HOME HOR! Means... ya. Slacked at the playground instead. Baby was sick. wanted to go toilet to blow out watever cough out watever. Then went to the other block to slack and chill. And I actually asked baby out on a date! Like finally! But I was dam nervous seriously. Idk how to ask, but just ask la. And I was like... DAM! OMG! I JUST ASKED HER ON A DATE! What will be her answer?! But I noe u'll accept my date! Heh! We both we're so happy! :) Play around, smile around and laugh around! HAHA! LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I didn't mind, didn't worry about anything. Didn't even have any doubt about you. Just love you! I went home after, baby texted me. Said she forgot to lock her com when she went out and found things opened. Documents, files, folder and photos! Ho sei! No ones at home. EXCEPT! Baby's daddy! Means... ya. But he didn't admin tat he opened stuff... LOL? Who elso then... Baby, next time dun careless le. Baby, hope u'll recover asap! :D Love you lots darling! <3 published @ 8:58 PM |
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 Hello! Glad to have you in my blog! Belvin Tay, 17 years old 05/12/1992 Hope you'll have a great time here! Happy guy, your typical guy. HAHA! :D I want to have FREEDOM someday! Totally free from resrictions! Have what I desire and what more? Just wants to spend his life with someone special <3. links
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