This few days, hias... Dam lazy to blog. So many fked up things happen. I felt Fked up, was even more fked up. Lazy to blog the previous days le. I shall start from today. Went work normal, feeling okay. Then as usual, with Swensens promotion, busy like fuck. After work all shacked out... Told myself that, today Belvin's gonna go home. His gonna go home and take a good afternoon nap. But afternoon nap wasn't that good after all. Waken up by my mom a few times. Looked at my phone, saw baby's msg. She wans to lend bike, but sent wrongly. Didn't care went back to slp. Woke up by my mom again, saw Darren's miss call. Then mom came in, said she darren wans to lend my bike. I was like okay... Cause I was like gong gong one, just woke up from slp la!

Then Darren was waiting outside my house le, so I woke up lazily to take the bike for him, plus I brought the pump from my room also. Then my hand laid on my bike's handle, then I realised abt baby's msg, saying she wants to lend bike. So asked darren if baby is going cycling with him while I pump the bike. And ya.. He said yes. Like baby didn't tell me tat shes going cycling with darren or wat... And Darren told me shes downstairs my house! Why she didn't wanna come up? Darren said cause of the bike... Then I was like... The bike prevent her from coming up? WTF LA?!
I asked Darren to call her and asked her come up, she doesn't wan to come up! Like dun wan come up, dun wan see me, got mood swing say la! Dun need use some lame excuse! WTF!

Aiya, Dun care. Anyway baby was downstairs, so why not go down? Fins out wat happened. Guess wat... Went down, she wasn't downstairs... She went to hide, dun wanna see me, thats all sum up... Asked Darren to call baby ask her to appear. But baby knew tat I was some where, so she hide all the way till Catholic School the bus stop. So ya... Baby really dun wanna see me after all! Like so fked up that time. Im lost and confused... I stood far far away... I guess she saw me, but pretended not to. Just cycled off... I feel like... hias..

Its like always her attitude and stuff make me so terrible. Baby texted me and stuff... Didn't want to reply her, cause I hate her so much at that time. Even told myself tat im gonna ignore her for 2 days. At nite, Darren texted me said he would return the bike to me. And around 8.45pm ask me to meet him downstairs in another 5 mins time to take my bike. Baby suddenly appeared with my bike! I wasn't shock. Wasn't surprise. Just like... hi... Cause I expected baby would come. Then lost of words for tat moment. Baby passed me something. A small plastic bag, with contents in it. Told me to open it when im home. Idk seriously wat to do. Should I send her to the bus stop? Or shld I just say bye bye and go home?

But I was cooled then. Send baby to the bus stop. She explain wat happened... And ya. Her bus came and I ride home. WhooHoo! Long time nvr ride on my bike liao! Feel like cycling my bike around the roads before I go up. But nahs... I better go home, so tat I could pei baby on the phone while she walks the dark path home. Ya...

Use the com and talked la. Things were fine but then... hias. Everything turn out bad, when I forgot which heart baby gave to me the first time. Sorry. I did not take the things u've done for me into heart. SORRY BABY! Baby turn her MSN status to busy and ignore me. Called her phone for 4 times, didn't pick up. Msn didn't reply. So... called her house phone. Its the only way tat she would pick up. Baby picked up eventually. But sounded as if nothing has happened, not angry, nvr scold me or anything. Just feel disappointed. But I wasn't feeling very comfortable, as baby is not her. Baby told me that shes disappointed and kinda immune already... Sry baby. I didn't mean to not take things into my heart. I was happy that I first receive the heart u noe. I LOVE U SO MUCH! Dun be immune towards me T.T Im sorry baby. Baby fell aslp while I was talking to her and I went to slp soon after.

SORRY BABY!♥