Morning woke up late, but manage to go work in time. I was energetic, go work like F-ROOM!!! HAHA! But... mum text me arounf 1+pm. She told me to call her, URGENT! SO called her. I knew something went wrong le. She told me, my bill why so EX! How ex?! U guess! U would nvr guess how much is it! Confirm u'll shock! Its fking 800+ bucks! WTF!

Of course lor, got this kind of call, confirm no mood to work liao marh. And its about baby and me. Cause its when i called baby when she was overseas, then the IDD card i bought screw up! So worried about it. I went toilet to look at smses, manager followed in. Saw me squatting in the toilet looking at smses. Of course he wasn't happy, scolded me. So i tell him wat happened. Just need someone to talk to. To ask for directions. I was so confused, didn't noe what to do. I called baby, she said would think of a way. But after talking to my manager I felt much better. He really guided me, cause he is a parent also. A felxible 1. Relax relax 1. He made me decide. Gave me guidance. Thx. I called baby, told her my decision. It was quite difficult for me to decide, but I still have to. Its gonna happen and to be found out sooner or ltr.

I DECIDED TO TELL MOM AND DAD ABT ME AND BABY!

After work planned to ask baby to call me. Then someone tap me at the back. It was baby! I was touched and happy! She came to my work place to pei me home. I need someone beside me, to give me encouragement, to listen to my plans, to lend me her pair of ear. Thx baby. For being beside me when I needed someone. LOVE YOU!<3 Baby pei home, all the way till my house staircase. Baby even said she wanna help me pay part of the bill. But of course, I didn't let her and I dun wan her to. Though I noe she wanna help me, but I just dun wan her to.

I went home. Feeling nervous, then sat down with mum, explain everything. Told mommy everything and of course later when my dad comes home from work. Then I told him also. I didn't wan to let my dad noe abt the phone bill thing. HE'LL KILL ME!!! But I told both of them abt wat has been happening. With both me and baby. Told them wats going on. I was so surprised and relive, when they didn't like say... NO!!! U CANT! They didn't forbid but didn't encouraged also. But finally I told them abt it, I dun wanna hide, cuase i really LOVE baby alot! Dun wanna hide anything from anyone else. Though we're not togther yet. But its just not the mommy and daddy that I use to noe. Maybe I old le, no more kid le. So they're like more FANG XING? Guess so... I use to be hiding thing from them everytime and abt anything. But I felt tired. I need to let it out.

After everything, I felt like a heavy load in my heart has just been lifted off and I feel so free now. I felt happy :D Online told baby abt it and I feel so free. Now its baby's turn, baby told me that she will only let her daddy and mommy noe, when we're stable and together and I respected her decision. Went to online then talk to baby, while blog. Oh ya! Baby and I played Minesweeper game, on MSN, LOL! She ta pai win me 1 leh. I shall go train! After she went off called her for awhile and sang her song till she doze off and i go for my dota game till 2+ 3 then go slp. Thats all abt today! WOW! Quite a rough day, but somehow smooth day also :D HAH!

LOVE U BABY!<3