Hias... Idk where to start. Im so down and tired. Just back from work... I today,
had neither mood nor energy to work. I spilled water, drop plates and got fking ULCERS! Cant even speak properly. Hias... Things turned out really bad today :(

Today is the day baby returns from Beijing and I forgot that she'll be back today!
:( Baby arrived here early in the morning when the sun is still half rised, text me and I was still asleep. Dam! IM REALLY SRY BABY! SRY SRY SRY! I was really tired and stress up from work, and forgot about today. Idk how to put it in also :(

I woke up, saw baby's msg. Still thiking tat she is still at china! Hias... How dumb of me. Baby called me while i was having breakfast and preparing to go work. So I told baby I would call her later, when im on the bus going to work. So left house, took bus and called her. We talked and things went bad. Real bad. baby told me I talked to her like she was a normal fren to me and I actually forgot about her return. Sry baby.

Work went bad also, no mood, totally strength-less, thinking about u every now and then. Got baby's msg which made me felt even worst. Even got scold by manager for daydreaming. Hias... During break time I texted baby, whether is she better... Didn't reply me :( Thoughts were running in my head the whole night. Why didn't u reply me?... And i dun belive in someone not attending to his or her phone for a few hours and therefore not reply someone.

I didn't dare to text u much, didn't dare to call u. Worried that u might be fustrated. I felt like i was him. The him whom u've ignored his msgs and calls. I don't wanna compare myself to him, but I felt..... hias...

But thx to Darren... He made me feel better. Someone whom I can turn to. Thx.

Go slp le... Tired... Nites baby! LOVES!

I hope baby will feel better 2mr and dun ignore me pls. Sry baby...

LOVE U BABY! <3